It has been stormy the past few days: dark skies, fierce winds, rain at the slightest suggestion, then tempestuous blue skies all over again, and this, friends, is where I am at too.
Earlier this week I got news that financial aid for school may be a question and it’s such a complex situation, our lives, our finances, the lot of it…and so here I am again, in limbo, opening my heart up wide to the universe.
I want to trust, to believe that all will be as it should; that things will align and fall into place. But oh, must it be this intense, this tenuous, this thinly threaded? Must everything come like the rains, abrupt and last minute, tearing down dead branches, and leaving everything rinsed and and astounded and green? This seems the way now, that things unfold around here.
So. A little more wondering.
More fingers kept crossed.
More breath held.
It’s their busy time in the financial aid office, and so I don’t get my answers any faster than anyone else gets theirs. Seven to ten days, more or less. Damn.
Will you cross your fingers for me?
Love,
C
PS: I hardly have the words, for grinning, at how all your lovely offers for my art made me feel. THANK YOU. I’ll be shipping the pieces tomorrow–and enjoying more space in my studio to create new things.
yes, my fingers are crossed for you. hope you get THERE soon! :)
oh mama, i know the feeling. it can be so very tiring, being in the unknowing. my fingers are crossed for everything to come together in the way that is best for you and your family, quickly and more quickly!
xo.
Fingers and toes crossed. I have a lot of faith that things will work out wonderfully for you!
Crossing fingers & holding thumbs! (which is what they do here instead of crossing fingers)…makes it hard to tyaped
fingers crossed xxoo
so sad i didn’t get to buy one of your pieces … finances are bad for us here. maybe you will have another sale in the fall when money starts coming in again??!!
goooooooood luck!! hoping it all works out for u
You know my fingers are crossed and I am sending out those good vibrations into the universe in your name. I hope you get the good news FAST.
Crossing fingers and holding breath! My husband finally adjusted our network settings to allow your blog (not sure why it was blocking it) but I’ve been getting all your posts via RSS feed.