Christina Rosalie

Posts from the “Self Portrait” Category

On the summer solstice: how the morning arrives

Posted on June 20, 2012

For some reason the boys have woken up early, and they are all wiggles and wiggly teeth as they join me, two to a chair. We’re in the front yard, watching the morning arrive. The day is going to be hot, and above us each of us there is a halo of tiny insects twirling in the humid air. Everything: our arms, and legs, our notebook paper, and the dewy grass, is damp. The mountains are all but obscured pale clouds that keep the edges of the morning close, surrounding us with the gauzy softness of dawn. The sun has yet to make the climb its ladder of tree branches in the east. So we sit, side by side, and I string sentences together…

On Making A Book (Part 3): Where words + images converge

Posted on October 17, 2011

Once the words were done, I threw myself into the unfamiliar, beautiful, terrifying territory of illustrating. I was wholly, utterly, entirely consumed. I spilled india ink twice. I wore the same jeans for a week, paint accumulating across my thighs. I skipped class. I considered only this: How the images I was creating might tell a little more of the story. How they might be a hook, a glimpse, some kind of emotional spark of evidence that might help you find your way into the moments I was describing and also into your own. I imagined making every postcard just for you: 22 notes from me to you about ways to be right here, to fall in love with this life, to hold on,…

{I am still here}

Posted on September 29, 2011

…Finishing this book. Breathing. Getting paint everywhere. Discovering + remembering what it means to be an artist like this: Courage. Revisions. Messes. Risk. It is time consuming. All consuming. It is terrifying. It is transformative. It is glorious. It is exhausting. (Hoping to be finished Monday.) What I really need now is good music to paint to. What have you been listening to that you love? Please share!

a close encounter

Posted on July 18, 2011

It’s 85 degree heat with nearly 100% humidity. The heat from the asphalt hit’s like hot breath. I watch my heart rate, which is usually in the 140 range when I’m going 20mph, hit 150 and then climb. I’m not thirsty really, but I try to remember to keep drinking. My legs feel strong, and the view is euphoric: fields where hay is being cut; horses standing along a fence in the shade; purple martins swooping into the low eaves of a barn; chamomile and cornflowers blooming thickly at the edge of the road. It’s the end of the ride and T is a little ahead. I tuck down into my drops and start pedaling hard. And then, without warning, my world goes suddenly…

Tuesday {in pictures}

Posted on July 5, 2011

Hello friends. I’m finding this so restful: to notice the small things of daily life and to share them here with you. We’ve been keeping a jar of markers and fresh paper at hand for quiet times, and today had many moments where the boys just sat and colored. I love the way Sprout is learning to draw: circles first. I made some fresh peach preserves yesterday with some not-so-great peaches. Just a little sugar + water + a hint of vanilla and they cooked down into something lovely to have on biscuits this morning. Today was all dappled with sun and shade. I love the way the field grasses blow in the wind. While I was writing Bean and T made a sign…